Rainy Blues...

Just taking five to drop a note as its been a couple of days since I wrote something. I have been keeping myself very busy over the last few days. Despite being off work I have filled this Easter Week with lots of different activities.

The Easter Monday was a gorgeous day weather wise. We drove to Harewood House to see my fella's parents with the little man. The sun was shining and the sky was blue, and despite a little mardiness from the young one, we had a nice time. We called in at the local pub on the way home, and I chilled with a glass of vino whilst my fella played some football with the little one. He is such a comic. He made friends with a little girl and you can just tell he's going to be a ladies man when he gets older - and he's only six now!

Tuesday was a day for visiting, and we went to see my Grandma and my little cousins delivering Easter Eggs. I went out on a run and managed my mile long route just stopping once. I really need to try and build it up. I was going to go now, but its throwing it down. Whilst I know its silly, I wonder if I can just be a sunshine runner?!

Today we've had the guy round to fix the Aerial on the house - having said that there would need to be an aerial for him to fix for that - it appears that the previous owners of the house must have taken that away with them! However, £125 and two hours and we're sorted with a signal on the TVs up and down stairs - hooray!

Been over the road for a sarnie with a long term friend and her new little boy this lunch time - My fella was very much loving the cuddles from the little one. It was making me all broody again. I kind of feel I'm getting to that age now. I always wanted children by the time I was 30, and in an ideal world I want to be married before I have children. If I'm 27 now and I'd need to save for a wedding for a couple of years, my calculations say I need a proposal now! Me and my fella have discussed this before and we both want children. He knows about my ideal timescales. He knows about my ideals of marriage before babies. But he's already got a son, and its clearly on my mind a little more than his! Well, we'll see how that one goes. I don't want to push it, as more than anything I want him to ask me when he really wants to, and not because he thinks I expect it. I'm sooooo impatient for it though because more than anything I want to get married to my man and start a family.

He doesn't read my blog - if he did I don't think I'd be so honest about that! In fact I don't really know if anyone reads it, but regardless whether they do or not, it is a good place for me to reflect and record my thoughts!

Anyway. Curry & a Pint Night tonight, me and the boyf are heading off out shortly, so I will love you and leave you and I will drop a line shortly.

with love and a sprinkling of hope,

LMW xxx